Dead

Great.
I have just found a new fear [Add it to the collection].
I'm afraid of being dead.
Of dying before I get to do the many things I want to accomplish.

List:

-I want to have a real conversation with Alexandre Evans, I can't die without doing so. After reading his posts I feel like we could really get along and understand each other.

- I won't die without visiting, Japan, Spain, Canada, Italy, Russia, Germany, France, and so on.

-I can't die without publishing those books I still haven't finished writing.

-I can't die without finding that friend whom understands me and is like me, not a hypocrite copying my every move acting as though he or she understands.

-I can't die knowing I've hurt people and haven't said sorry.

-I won't die without finding out my purpose.

-I can't die without finally drawing something that I like.

-I won't die without at least leaving a little good mark on this earth.

-I can't and won't die until I am happy to die without fear.