Expectations

After reading Alexandre Evans latest blog post, I felt
inspired to write what I wrote on the super duper long comment I
left him. So here it goes, I know no one's going to read this but I'll live.

Definition of Expectations: Greatest crap on the planet.

I posted a similar blog in my account a while ago.
It does feel like I'm asking for a lot when I don't have things my way.
I hate when people change , and sometimes having expectations
about them fucks [sorry it had to be said] everything up.
It's happened to me with every person I've met.
I wish that one day I could just stop expecting people to be
the way I want them to be, but...I'm not so sure I'll succeed anyway.
And people tell me I'm never satisfied with anything ,
friends especially. For example, I get a new friend,
I'm so excited I have finally found someone who understands me,
but in the end, they're nothing like what you wanted, and often my mom tells me I can't expect everyone to be the same as me, but
I'm so stubborn! I never pay any attention to her.
Maybe we're[Me and Alexandre] both idiots for wanting things to go our way.
I want things to be exciting and fun too, but I know life isn't that way,
and even knowing it, I don't accept it. I wish that one day I could just
wake up a new person, with a whole different view of life.
Just having fun and talking to everyone and not being so picky.

Not feeling empty for once, just being ALIVE.

Sounds easy right?

Not really. It's probably the hardest thing I could ever do.
But wishing doesn't really hurt you? Lies. Nasty Lies.